Svi smo mi pesnici
Zar ne?
Pevamo svoje pesme
Dok nam po glavi
Mravi šetaju
Ustaljenom putanjom.
Izgubili smo se
Izgubili sebe i druge-
Misli večito se roje
Glave pune paučine.
Svi smo mi pesnici
Zar ne?
Pevamo svoje pesme
Dok nam po glavi
Mravi šetaju
Ustaljenom putanjom.
Izgubili smo se
Izgubili sebe i druge-
Misli večito se roje
Glave pune paučine.
Tebi u inat zatvoriću oči
Stvoriću svoj svet.
U dubokoj tami noći
Započeću svoj let.
Podignutih ruku
Slobodna od sveta,
Ostavljam svu buku
Oslobadjam se (st)ega.
Budim se pročišćena
Sa svetom u očima,
Sve moje se raspada
Nade opet ima.
Obojiću svoje zidove
Prekrečiću stare snove,
Srušiću sve svetove
Stvoriću predele nove.
All the madmen are in here
Talking in a voice unclear,
Telling me about the time
They went uphill to see their crime.
They climbed and climbed
Then climbed some more,
When suddenly a wooden door
From out of nowhere just emerged,
To open it they felt the urge.
But, frightened of what they might see
Frightened of what might be
Lurking behind, waiting in the shadows
They just stood in front of that door
Stood and stood, then stood some more.
Finally one of them madmen
Took courage firmly by both hands
And slowly opened the wooden door,
Then he just froze and started to implore:
“All those mirrors standing there
Showing nothing but my crazy glare!”
And all the madmen started to stare
At their strange and frightened glare.
The evening came but still they stood
Not caring for shelter nor food.
They screamed and screamed
Then screamed some more,
Terrified by the hidden lore
That darkest part of their miserable souls.
Would you take me as I am
If I knew who I was?
Would you take me by the hand
to watch the sunrise?
Could you just be with me,
Without trying to change me?
Could we just sit silently
Feeling connected yet free?
I could hang my hand
Around your neck,
We could just sit
Throughout the sunset
Or maybe dance
With our bare feet,
Feeling so innocent
And so complete.
Hell is in my head,
And heaven is there as well.
Can’t you hear the trees are growing,
While the wind blows silently?
The stars keep on dancing,
So we keep on moving too.
Glava na jastuku
Sanjivo posmatra
Iluziju vremena,
Prostor bez granica.
Koleba se, misli,
Da li je budna
Ili još uvek spi
Dok nebom šaraju oblaci?
Smrt joj kosu miluje
Ona tone nazad u san,
Leti ka nepoznatim obalama
Da dočeka novi dan.
Lebdim
U trenutku
Shvatam
U minutu
Sve što je bilo
I biće
Sve što tiho
Nestaće.
Letim
Po obodu
Sanjam
Sekundu
Sve moje je
Konfuzija
Sve što tražim
Iluzija.
Viorim
Kao plašt
Proživljavam
Taj sat
Sve što znam
Samo priče
Sve sto želim
Promiče.
Sanjam da sam
Sanjana
Zamišljena
Stvorena.
Sanjam kako
Lebdim
Letim
Viorim
Prolećem kroz vreme
Nosim teško breme
Uvek iz početka,
Kojeg uopšte nema.
Those eyes,
Those pale blue eyes
Keep watching me!
What are those eyes
Doing here?
So many eyes
In just one room,
All of different size
Smelling just like doom.
Some seem to criticize
Some to approve,
Pale blue eyes
All over my room.
Some of them are crying
Some are just trying
To keep me occupied
While I stare at them
Feeling hypnotized.
Some are on the ceiling
Some are on the walls,
Some keep reappearing
On my bedroom door.
What are they doing here?
What are they trying to prove,
Those pale blue eyes
All over my room?
And though I am terrified
I stare back at them,
Feeling mesmerized
By those pale blue gems.
Till one day the blue
Turned into red,
Chaining me like glue
To my very own bed.
To this day they keep
Watching over me
Unable to sleep
I stare back at thee.
Unaware of the time
Unable to resist,
Till they’ve sucked me dry
Till I cease to exist.
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Black eyes melting on my skin,
Black kisses swallowing my being,
Black is all around,
Black with no sound.
Black circles on the ground,
Black squares on my gown,
Black never leaves,
Black never sleeps.
Black thoughts imprinted in my mind,
Black moods following me around,
Black is all around,
Black with no sound.
Black shapes of things to come,
Black spaces when all is gone,
Black never leaves,
Black never sleeps.
It is all around-
Black with no sound.
Free and serene
While the primal scream
Keeps melting my lips,
Devouring my fears
Assembling the bits
That only seemed
To be apart
While I screamed
Alone in the Dark.